ESCAPE

ESCAPE

in this time of insane
darkness
let me plumb
the darkness I own
and what owns me

do this first, see
what I can see there
take with me whatever
miniscule light
I can find, I can spare
to explore this abyss
determine
what exists

ascertain whether
when it comes to
this evil madness everyone
is talking about
yet
   in its thrall, under
its spell

I am indeed its mirror
perhaps more something
deeper
    more causal, creative,
wholly implicit

****

and here we are
deep inside this structure
must be
a mausoleum, a tomb,

considering
    that I
for better or for worse
have completely
overvalued
my place here

wondering if
I were not

just
a flash
of something

a sort
of a spark

or, it
there is continuity,
a pinprick
of light

frozen for an instant,
momentarily freeze-framed

left bone alone
to contemplate the darkness
around me, moving through me,

not the worst
of all possible worlds
as last moments go

poor souls I catch everywhere
as they die, deaths recorded
by every
kind of medium

pulverized, annihilated, or
plunged into the nadir
of all hellscape

surrounded
by fire
no hope
of escape,

FEATHER BRAINED

FEATHER BRAINED

the clouds must
be feather brained
if they presume I cannot
stick my arms out
put my fingers
into them

clouds being
things writers, poets,
most focus, on,
can be said
to obsess about

but these clouds here
now
   within my reach
I am currently dabbling in

are averse, starting
to build up animus
give me
shade

dark, bleak gray
ruggedly raucous looks
aimed
in my direction,
coming my way

CADMUS

CADMUS

were given the instruction
to be bounteous and
multiply

as for beauteous
were given that manual too

and now you see
our seed proliferate
our deeds profligate

spreading
the open market of
our rationality across
every horizon, vista
to vista
   high and low

and those teeth
we planted
      how fertile they proved
to be

star seed springing up
mirror demons more
than ready
to come to blows
force the issue with us

breed,
     split, chain react

teach us how the ultimate
physics of our protection
crazy virus of
our
     desperate war for
preservation

will be
the destruction, the death of us

ENOUGH

ENOUGH

managed to scrape together
enough time
to write this poem
which none
of you are going to read
I could not be more convinced

the days of carving, shaping,
wordsmithing lines
together

seem so
long gone, irrelevant now,

sweet for the stuff
they wrote in
a bygone age
Medieval, Renaissance,
Romantic, Victorian
and
mind-
bending modern
or shamelessly
meta and (self) reflexive
decidedly
post-modernist

TYGERBERG

TYGERBERG

vacuum cleaner
sucking up dirt and fluff
absurdly early, not even
sure than it could
be called morning

from the kitchen
war
seems about to me
declared, easy to
deduce from
the manifest hostilty
openly expressed
in the friction and
firefights between
the pots and
the plans

a clash for the ages
all that was, peace and
domesticity
come clattering down

and so
thus chastized for
my laziness and hurled
into action
I boot up
this then state
of the art dos computer
read the green
dissertation text which
sadly, does not
show any inclination
to save my academic bacon
by writibg itself

big mistake this
returning home
for my sabbatical
to save a few pence

drive my way into Rondebosch
from out in the
lower white middle class
Afrikaans speaking
industrial suburbs

hoping
this will not
become an error
of truly epic, horrendous
proportions

first in
a long long line
of bad, wrong choices
I never
did resolve

AND THE GLORY

AND THE GLORY

how it must resonate
with you
helping speed
along Biblical
divine purpose
(but the exact
chapter and verse
seemingly hard
to locate)

marching your way (sorry,
all our ways) across
dead landscape upon
landscape
into the book
of revelations

wrestling all into submission
as they meet
head-on, full
frontal attack
the power and the glory

no moment more
opportune
to jump
the gun

bring about that
eternal pastoral, ingrained
memory that it must be,
of all
   that precedes us

predates all sense of purpose
that we have been
called upon
to execute
    the template of divine
empire, downloaded from above

TO SAY

TO SAY

history rhymes
this, being said, be
careful how
you recite

always here
a terrible price

need to
figure out
what you are doing there

reading
   from a hymn sheet
adding to the chorus

the words just pouring
out in fine tune
not a thought about
the whats
and whys

so much structure
in the music

out there
chaos, perfidy, deception,
entropy

serving the interests
of what now calls itself
to assume power

stripping me here
of anything, everything,
all I have got to say