AFTERMATH

AFTERMATH

I wonder
if you managed to escape
found a bunker, a hole
to hide in

or whether, like me,
your status is observed
lurking somewhere in
the shadows
yourself a shadow, like
me a shadow,

at least now finally
something in common

our thoughts, our words,
everything we are
we were
dispersed

waiting for you
to appear
talk to me
about your aftermath
(if speech
possible)

the planet still glowing
the winter soon
to blanket everything
on its way

FURTHERMORE

FURTHERMORE

at the edge of the frontier
discovered a mirror

wondered to myself
in my own little way
how
   it saw itself
furthermore, how
it managed to connect
the pieces,
    think in
fractals

get its act of
refracting the inside
as the outside
and vice versa

gluing the unwieldy
picture seamlessly together

this
   the hard problem

no simple
spitting on a spark plug
to get things moving

billions of neurons
going to demand
a solution
      less fundamental
than that
          

POSEIDON HIMSELF

POSEIDON HIMSELF

you still pulling, tug-of-warring
on that single silver strand
(or could it
be golden?)

hoping that something bites
and then everything unravels?

fish
   of fantasy, of your
dreams
  letting itself get reeled in

Yes,
I used to fish when I
lived at False Bay
catch white steenbras
and haarders using
smelly red bait

mainly from the pedestrian bridge just
below the hall named
after Theodore Weizmann

but you
fishing from a boat
and, at this
precise moment
I am there in the prow
practically sitting
next to you

(we do not
have to be inside the theatre
to break the fourth wall)

any place will do
any place
that can allow us
an interface, provide
us with a boundary

special sphere slash dimension
perfect to allow us
negotiate
where we are

so much
     here with a sort of
Old Testament flavour

not Sinai but
mouse mountain and
               my first little
school
   in South Africa
pocketed beneath

both of us
turned confederate
wrestling with that
nylon line
who knows what
tiddler, guppy, denizen,
demon
    we are reeling in, maybe
the great Leviathan (or one
of them) from
the blazing
words of
       scripture itself

maybe
baby
     great white or
sleek and lethal adolescent

or (with outrageous luck)
an eager Nereid, Nemo’s
Nautilus,
      perhaps Poseidon himself

builder of Troy, shaker
of continents,

oozing with the raw power
to remind us
               we are not gods
we are
barely signifiers

but when we cast, we called
          they were
bound
to come

 



SELF

SELF

pity this
not happening right now
on television

otherwise would be red-pill real
would be quintessential

and with that fresh
easily earned wisdom
you would be able
to see through
all these
veils of illusion
all seven of them
as I go fully minimalist
I am draping and discarding

would be
able to call all this
out for the fraud
it is
cannot escape being

able to
pinpoint the sleight
of hand
calculate all the angles
(refraction reflection)
framing this
multi-.
dimensional charade
rich
in smoke and
mirrors

as we
(needle eye)
confer, argue, philosophize,

go fully dialectical
getting
with the program, programme,

through
the fourth wall

3 POEMS: BLEACH, HOW MANY, BEGINNING

BLEACH

crossing a
cultural desert
gun ports
not entirely closed

I come well-prepared:
my sextant and
my astrolabe likewise,
runes for divination,
charms
woven into cloth
and many
a magnetic stone

tattoos, furthermore,
inked from head to toe
all over
my body

a magnum opus, a script
that the algorithm predicts
all of you, to a man (and
a woman)
will be sorely tempted
to read allegorically

yet what we have here
should elicit no parallels
the text
     plainly needs no
code decyphered, simply
proffers illustration
of famous
historical scenes

actual ones, as well as
by virtue
    of being counterfactual,
never actually happening
there solely
     to confound, or
to tease

in this
     the last of my kind I
am without question

such text
as a matter of policy and
dear human salvation

removed from
all my bretheren (sisterhood
likewise)
          purged from
public space erased
by fire, with bleach

****

HOW MANY

how many
more were
than
    waves in the ocean
pebbles on the beach

who scribbled endlessly
fighting that
worst of wars
against silence
and futility?

writing
for themselves, for their
beloved, for
anyone
prepared to read
at all

see
   how hard it is
to craft
something
for the cosmos

words
        lost in the
depths of deep space
                         yet

impossible
not to write at all

and this,
      my friend, I
am far
too sensitive, afraid
to tell you

this is the way
with every act of
creation

this the failure
defines us all

****

BEGINNING

Hamlet died
last night
and
  I died
with him

he at Elsinore
me in the front row
just below the stage

him
   in the light, me
in darkness

neither of us
of the firm belief
we spent enough
time together
to truly know
each other

barely talked, even
thought of establishing
a relationship

and yet
at that meta moment
we both died
and were revived
with curtain call
and, much pleasantries

things
    taking back
to the beginning
yet unable
to erase all that
shared death pain


LET THE SATIRISTS

LET THE SATIRISTS

Let the satirists arm themselves
with.357 magnums
and Khorammshahr missiles

using expanding hollow point
and cluster ammunition

time to
defend themselves
against gangsters
local and global
indigenous
and international

who have never
throughout all of history
taken criticism, mockery kindly

hence
the need to arm all satirists
if any exist these days.

AGAIN

AGAIN

How is it
certain questions
have no answer

how is it
we
are
nothing like
the same

together again,
back to back,
face to
face

so different,
wholly other

no memory of ever
having done this before

and yet
     tell-tale signs, traces indeed
of previous encounters

you and I
         reaching out
to put to the test the very
idea of the hopeless

so divided, set apart
by distance in era,
disjunction
in
   space-time

and yet here
brought again to this
proximity to
question everything

infinite possibility
impossibly contained?