FOUND FOOTAGE

FOUND FOOTAGE

this poem is found footage
stained, bloodied,
claw marks
around the edges

words written
in a strange alphabet,
lost dialect of an
arcane language

nothing in full
focus
     slowly building
up the existential dread

until
    everything cuts off
abruptly

leaving you hanging
as it ends

WHO KNOWS

WHO KNOWS

who knows
what all humanity lost there
what lights to lead
us into the future
were extinguished?

little lives
    unlimited possibility
lost in one fell swoop

i cross the devastated lives
and, landscapes, burning
in the flames choking on
the smoke of war
watch and listen
       moving steathily from
video to
video

hear that this
is all about force-feeding
the world the need
to express deliver
the fulfilment
of prophecy
            arcane mish-mash
of ancient promise, necessary
alignment,
   second coming and
those of exclusive,
brutal faith

sheep and goats, meek
and, powerful
         those who hear themselves
called and
those who
      believe what the heart
cannot but feel

so here we are
with Mary, and her last
tattered gospel

telling us what it is
that
     in this dark, dark
world

keeps
     the connection, keeps
us
    knowing
who, what we really are

in essence,
despite everything
          

NEW YORK HAIKU

NEW YORK HAIKU

twenty two years
since was
in Manhattan
since then been
working ceaselessly
on writing
my New York
haiku

nothing bridge and tunnel
something right
out the island
one
hundred
percent city

figure
    a year for each
syllable, a decade
for revision

forgetting about everything
extraneous, in
no way conducive
to the
realization of
the dream
I am chasing

the final
stroke of
my pen
distilling
everything  

AT THE PODIUM

AT THE PODIUM

I talk big
at the podium

for I
have stealth
I have wings

radar guided
and direction findered
I cruise up
onto the stage

explain
that this is war
victory is everything
there are
no laws or
rules

blitz through
everything with
shock and awe
never
seen before

no need for
tactics, intelligence
or strategy

just missiles bullets,
bombs until
we have
exhausted our
stockpiles
busted our store

At the podium
I talk big
look warrior
no one
could be bigger
no one could have more

ABUNDANCE

ABUNDANCE

waiting for something
to reach me
bending over backwards
to get close to light speed

nothing ruffles
gets under my skin

I start to forget
what day
it is
what the names
of the days are

whether I was born
in the year of the microwave
or year of the washing machine

too many levels
my brain fuming
maybe
it is heat
death out there

those gray cells
running low on oxygen
checking my anguished
protein levels
starved of everything

whilst if I remember effectively
we were promised energy
and abundance

the very idea seems
so out of synch now
could kill
to have
this all reframed

SOUL MATE

SOUL MATE

you asked me if
I were still
looking
for my soul mate

in turn, I enquired
about your ideal lover
and how you
would recognize this
from how
he made love to you

suggesting what I felt
on this score
providing you with
an admittedly limited
graphical illustration

which seemed
to spark something
all cylinders firing
beyond my expectations

as you rushed off
at top speed
to search for a soulmate
to match these criteria

ready
to scour the planet looking
for the rest
of your life
if needs be

RELAPSE

RELAPSE

here again
I relapse into
poetry

has to be
a syndrome
think I need
to get it
checked out

imagine myself
in the consulting room
being examined,
waiting upon
the diagnosis

fearing
that this might
just be incurable
a sickness
handicapping me
for the rest
of my life

ending what we
have here
on such
a downbeat

need to
write something
to provide
counterbalance

something dancing
across the page
brimming with life

WINDOW

WINDOW

my window open
rain
  thundering down

a bedraggled cat
caught in the downpour
squeezing his
lithe body
through the burglar guards

sometimes it is good
when natural storms
hit epic proportions

takes the gloss of
political storms, global
clashes that lead
to outright warfare

show us
that little in this moment
is worth elevating

our species
lacking the tactics
and strategy
to find peace at all

my window open
the rain still raging

everything thought here
under the shadow
of getting
washed away