MEDAL
He is so proud
he just
got his medal
for exceptional
courage in
the line
of duty
bombing
a school
for
little girls.
MEDAL
He is so proud
he just
got his medal
for exceptional
courage in
the line
of duty
bombing
a school
for
little girls.
SCRIPTURE
thick smoke pouring
skyward indicating
target-rich environments
things
balanced on
a scalpel-sharp
knife edge
nuclear option
not least of all
and here I am in
the basement stack
a year before
we met
used to chat
in this exact place
half
a century ago
here I am
deep down in the
bowels of the University library
(the same
library destined
to burn)
reading
the Upanishads, wondering
about the nature
of consciousness,
transcendence and
this thing
they call the
soul
outside the thick rain clouds
hitting us with an
insane deluge
as they cross
the mountain
and
me diving deeper into
these sanskrit scriptures
(in translation)
losing all
sense of
space and time
the ghost presence of that
briefest moment
of being
together,
swirling about me
unseen, promise of
something
beyond special
never destined
to be
those thick clouds rising
above an expanse
of ferocious
flames
this is not going
to end well
chance that
what ends it
ends everything
so much
for all of us to lose,
we
played this so badly
so stupidly,
the laws of physics
that tell us
we are all
if small
matter
infinite energy
a small Sun a
flash of light of
miraculous intensity
and
crazy as it sounds, obessive
truly
the balance
slipping, tipping
thinking of you
something of the truth
of you there
in those scriptures
HALF-TIME SCORE
oodles of suffering
eating this icecream
without sprinkles
the icy cold vanilla
travelling down
a tooth nerve
but, hold your horses,
let’s get the half-time score
from the West Asia war
all those cruise and
ballistic missiles leveling
high rises as if
they were fragile confections
death feasting on the complicit
as ravenously as
with the innocent
death longing
for a war that
will annihilate us all
nuclear winter us
out of this,
bad joke of a time
THERE
there
at the edge
of wine-dark sea
justice and power
at loggerheads
power ganging up
determined
once and for
all
to crush justice
calling in
all an sundry
ash gray confederacy
of forces and armies
desperate to
cleanse
five thousand
years of history
wipe thousand years
off the map
and they have been
redrafting, redrawing,
rewriting everything
this is prime nineteenth
century in a
Jason Vorhees mask
maybe
before
one evil, stupid misjudgment
kills us
we will all trundle back home
call it stalemate
shake on a peace
to last until
new duplicity
there is no
decisive, definitive end
that brings honour
or any redemption possible
final resolution that
hope for justice deserves
GARDEN
hurry up
final brushstrokes
finish that portrait
write
that chapter
conclude your
epilogue
they say
shock and awe
sturm und drang
they are
going to
decapitate the State
it will be a quick campaign
over in hours
I am neither tactician
nor strategist
but I would beg to
disagree (always
overthink things
a curse that genetics
handed down to me)
but for you
I would give time
infinite time if
I had the power
and I feel
you might have
requested it
for what
in all you do
does the soul
not require?
when
our music is all
discordance, dissonant
chaos symphony
and me
in this chaos space
so at odds
with your careful
subtle
cultivations of tranquility
you
with your precise
place to stand, viewpoints
and perspectives
place outside
this poem
space of refuge
green sanctuary
everywhere
nothing but sweet
sanity – – lesson, message
example
for the world
but have you now
quietly captured
in my mind’s eye
(and apologies for
the trickery that
did allow
me to intrude)
watching you
at work
patient, careful, loving
every moment
knowing
the secrets of the soil
how to make things flourish
painstaking, just a half a degree shy of perfection (yet
on the right side)
a teacher too, but I observe
in awe
a lesson here, not
for me uniquely
but out there, right there
place of deserts and gardens
where
life could
not be more sacred
bodies of bombed schoolgirls
lined up in rows across
the sand
over four score (to give
it a Biblical number
a collateral quota)
faces covered (saving us
the trauma of
God’s maimed body,
disfigured image)
transparent truth
warning to
take care
with what you
make of God’s image
image you
carry into war
with prayers
for annihilation, banner
in blood-soaked hands
hurry
with your garden
last hope
we all have
IN OUR HOUR OF NEED
so these are
our great leaders
the one we asked for,
begged for, swore
binding oaths
we would give
our lives
in the holy
protection of
most sacred symbols
creme de la creme
steering Ship
of State between
Scylla and
Charybdis
charting the perfect
course to ensure
the entire crew gets
devoured by
the former
before the Ship
itself gets
swallowed by
the latter
pulverized into
microscopic
perhaps subatomic bits
no fear
no fear
enough spin
doctors on the shore
think tanks well
bunkered
to call this
what it no doubt is:
perfect solution;
strategic victory
reassure us 100, 200,
3000% in our
our need
and yet
our poets and philosophers
(bless them) the ones
already marked for death camps
but presently well
and living
try to
get through to us
contact us to
tell us
all
common sense
is now
gone to Hell
something so fucked up
about our evolution
and all our voting, political,
social, economic
and natural selection processes
centuries we had
to see
for ourselves, live
and learn
tragedy we didn’t
TABANDA
The President is boldly
congratulating himself
on his essential
pre-emptive strikes
on a vicious, terrible people
I met one of these vicious
monsters decades ago
(met quite a few
but this one
I remember)
pulled the short straw
and had
to teach her English
all the middle-aged
British tutors at the college
horrified at her
reputation, flatly refusing,
worst of all
was going to be
one on one
me and her, head to head
bound for confrontation
nothing for
her ever good enough
no possible placation
hope of pacification
so I passed
through that door
looked around the room
no sign of mortal threat
no sign of imminent danger
just
Tabanda
sweetest student I
ever had
Libra glyph on
medallion
about her neck
not that I
knew, barring her name,
any of that yet
trying to
introduce myself, words
a bit stuck
not really coming out
needing to
make an adjustment, take
everything in my side
never before taught, met,
a woman of such
astonishing beauty
crazy the
lengths we need
to go to demonize.
THIS PICTURE
it is not what it seems
nothing is
what ot seems
an armada
sailing East
sailing across a
sea of mist, across
Homer’s wine-dark
smooth as
glass
could not
be unruffled
and in
its secret stockpile
many a
noose of light
for the Sultan’s turret
ships
big as cities
whose meaning be war
war
their entire industry
gliding to
their assigned
positions, making headway
nothing being
wrong with this picture
everything wrong
we can
no longer see
everything, everyone,
insisting it is all
a bad dream
the night, so dark
mother of
storms
about to
break
the story
so thin we are
about to see through it
far too late
to do anything
EUROPA
years of darkness
my skin
seriously
lightened
fog of war, smoke,
gas blindness,
could not scry the sky
nothing to do
with Renaissance,
Enlightenment
that and
other
choice bull
this
before you now
hogshead
on a platter
my
flash news
NO MAN’S LAND
I dream
of the two of us
out in no man’s
land
making love on a bed
of thorns, barbed
wire, razor wire
perhaps
you dreamt it too
it is a dream
we shared
bodies panzered up
shock and awe, clattering together
love, in any sense of the term,
a flagrant euphemism
for whatever it was we sought,
hoped to achieve
desperate
to hit our mark, believing
if we graduate
to this level
things get incandescent
trading stigmata, as we stagger
towards that universe
beyond words, outside language
overhead the Sun
still
in control
weighty, central, utterly
orthodox
frowning upon this
nonsense
terminally skeptical,
and yet
so vulnerable
open
to crucifixion, for
us to bang nails through
turn
that powerhouse of
fusion into
one giant circular coffin